Disappointed

If you read my last post, you'd know that today is the kick off day to me starting over. I was excited about it until I stepped on the scale this morning. I was certain to weigh in before having breakfast but I guess it wasn't enough. I know I haven't been eating that great and I know that my activity has been nonexistent but I really didn't think I was going to see what I saw.When I stepped on the scale this morning, I saw a number that is painfully close to where I started. I can't believe I'm back where I started! Now my excitement and motivation is waning and I'm worried that I'll get heavier because of that. But, I'm determined I'm not going to let this get me down. I know what I want to look like and I know how I want to feel and I'm going to get there one day! 

And, there's no time like the present. I have to take it one day at a time, one step at a time, one obstacle at a time. I've tossed around the idea of taking an appetite suppressant but I'm really on the fence about it. If it works, great, but does that mean I would rely on them to keep the weight off? 

Okay, that's enough from me for now. I've got to get some work done around the house before the boys get home and trash it again.